Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Do you like drugs?? Yep? Well not me..

I popped a Molly..got a lecture..Wooo!!! That shit sounds cool in the songs but it ain't. That lifestyle ain't for everybody. Everyone makes it seem like it's all a good time but it's a drug nonetheless. "Molly" is the purest form of X. A high like I've never experienced before. I felt like I was dancing on the moon...and then all hell broke loose. As soon as I inhaled this drug into my system I knew this was the biggest mistake of my life. And the fact that I left my friends and left with 3 people I didn't know to get makes me even angrier with myself. Needless to say when I returned to the kickback my boys were beyond pissed. When the girl pulled out 2 small blue baggies of a white powder I got scared but the alcohol and adrenaline told me to proceed. Big mistake. 1/2 gram of ecstacy is what I put into my body. That's the equivalent to 3 pills which I didn't know at the time and mixed with the alcohol that could have been my last night. Ever. Luckily my sister came to my aid when my friends alerted her to what I was doing. People keep asking me why didn't the people
I was with stop me and I gotta pick people that I know are going to look out to hang with and that's when I have to take defense. I'm the type of person that's gonna do whatever I please and at that point all they could do was make sure no one touched while I took my trip and when someone tried they almost did them in. And then sat up all night to watch over me while I took a trip and then tried to sleep. When I awoke I had no recollection of the night before. Come to find out I had sex with a friend of mine. Smh. I was mortified and felt like dying. Sure the feeling of euphoria was nice but it wasn't worth losing a friend and people thinking less of me. It's an unbelievable high followed by a worse low. It's not worth and it's crazy dangerous. Don't follow in these stars footsteps and feed into these lyrics. That's not life. Life is too short and precious to put things in your body that were made in someones kitchen. I don't care what the occasion is I'm never taking anything stronger than a shot of José.

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